Organic Farming in Henan Village

How should the elderly live in their later years? People’s imagination of elderly life often tends to be conservative. We tolerate young people’s experiences, trials and errors, and idealism… As for the elderly, it’s a common perception that they should have a full house with family, children, grandchildren, social security, retirement benefits, and regular gatherings with old friends.

Therefore, when Kawasaki Hirotto, a Japanese man, left behind almost everything we consider important and went alone to live and work in a Chinese countryside for nearly 10 years, we were always amazed by his choice.

Due to the pandemic, Kawasaki Hirotto hasn’t returned to Japan for three years. The last time he went back was in 2019. That year, he visited Japan for a business trip and took the opportunity to visit his relatives. After a month, he said he wanted to come back as soon as possible. His close friends in Japan had passed away, several friendly neighbors had also died, and a few colleagues with whom he used to be close had passed away too. It felt like waiting for death in Japan.

From the age of 66 to 76, Kawasaki Hirotto, a native of Kagoshima, Kyushu, Japan, spent nearly 10 years in rural Henan, China, from a lively old age to the age of seventy. Since obtaining permanent residency status in 2019, Kawasaki Hirotto has decided to die in China. He wrote on the wall with a brush, “To die decisively in the land of China,” planning to spend the remaining years of his life in a foreign land completely unrelated to his previous life. For him, it seems that this way is not about “waiting for death” in old age, but rather a final confrontation with death and emptiness.

老后应该怎么活?人们对老年生活的想象似乎总趋于保守。我们容忍年轻人体验、试错、理想主义……至于老年人,家庭、子女、儿孙满堂、社保、退休金、老友常聚……是我们对他们最直觉的想象。
所以,当日本人川崎广人抛下我们认为几乎重要的一切,只身前往中国乡村工作生活近10年的时候,我们总是错愕于他的选择。
因为疫情,川崎广人已经3年没有回日本了,上一次回去还是2019年。那一年他去日本出差顺路省亲,待了一个月就说想赶快回来。在日本的好朋友都死了,邻居几个关系不错的也死了,还有曾经走得近的几位同事也过世了。在日本就是等待死亡的感觉。
从66岁到76岁,日本九州鹿儿岛人川崎广人,从耳顺到古稀的近10年时光,是在河南乡村度过的。
自2019年拿到永久居留证后,川崎广人更决定死在中国。他在墙上用毛笔写下“在中华地决绝地死”,计划把所剩不多的人生都挥洒在与之前的生命毫不相关的异乡。
对他而言,似乎这般就没有在暮年“等待死亡”,而是在与死亡和虚空进行一场最后的较量。